Tuesday, June 17, 2008

WOo

Yeah I know. I havent blogged for a long time! :)

Am taking this writing course which resparked something within. I want to write more. I want to write with an inspiration like never before ... I really do.

Keep looking!

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

Amazing song!!

Girl meets boy, girl goes crazy
Boy looks away, she gets her heart broken
No words are spoken
Boy comes back and acts
As if everything is cool
Soon she's got him back on a pedestal
She only sees what she wants to see
Love is blind, love is so misleading

Chorus:
I see the light, oh what a light
And I am sober
All that you served to me
No longer will I drink it in
I took the time to think it over
I see the you that I never knew
Now it's finally sinking in
I am sober
Girl wakes up and smells the coffee one day
Realizes she's on her own again
All alone again
Boy takes every opportunity
To play on every insecurity
Get her back on track
She's in a daze, back in the fire
But will she cave into her old desires

I see the light, oh what a light
And I am sober
All that you served to me
No longer will I drink it in
I took the time to think it over
I see the you that I never knew
Now it's finally sinking in

Jennifer Paige "Sober"

I love this song. check out its video on Utube.
And yeah, the singer is pretty too :0)

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

LOVE

Let the beauty we love be what we do (Jalal-ud-Din Rumi)

BACK with a bang!

Yup I am back... for good. Man I adandoned this post abt a year back. i didnt abandon it, i just cudnt write anymore!!

ALHAMDULILAH now i can. :) so I have got loads of things to discuss.

For people who know me already, I got a feminist touch to me (if thats teh way to put it;)

I have an increased interest in gender studies now. And linguistic theory related to gender fascinates me too. I think i have a career in gender studies.
But who knows where I will be 5 years from now :)

Expect great things.... reach for the stars dont ever give up! :)

Saturday, September 15, 2007

Wondering

I am wondering whether i really want this.

for days i wanted to revive my blog. i dunno if i want to erase this whole former blog of mine and move on to a new on. i think i am gonna keep it.

for those of u who r wondering whats up? I dont feel like blogging anymore. i dunt want ppl to come to close proximity to what i am thinking. thers so much thinking and wondering in this head i dun wana redo it....

i just dont feel the drive anymore.

Naureen

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

I have been tagged!

Reza tagged me!!! I am supposed to tell u 5 weird things about myself!!

Number 1. : I talk to myself. When i am really excited or when i am really really hurting, i try to express my joy/sorrow to myself - alone, imagining how a person who cares about me would react. Someone who loves me.

Number 2 : I am scared of falling in love. Love can hurt - a lot.

Number 3: When i get attached, i really get attached. Everything (good) is a divine blessing in a friendship to me ( although i get attached to very few people).

Number 4: When i love someone, i really care for them. i cant help it. even if they blow me off, i choose not to hate them because i can love people unconditionally (to a certain extent)

Number 5: I wana end world poverty, misery and be a solace for humanity.

I tag.. Absar, Extinct and the one whos reading this post!!

Saturday, December 16, 2006

When yr heart is sinking and things stare back at u, what do u do?

Hold on.

Monday, October 09, 2006

Am this close

Am this close to snapping. This close. But am holding on coz its all worth it. Or is it?

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

When ...

When the teacher is cute, extremely cute and u r supposed to sit right in the front (thanks to the seating plan) u know theres trouble concentrating :)

Monday, September 25, 2006

There are days when pain settles in me

There are days when pain settles in me
In the very depth of my soul
And once it settles,
I see the world as it is
It’s beauty unfolds
Making the pain less significant
Little joys explode in my heart
Like little buds opening up to the floral world,
Only to fade away in a darkness untold.

In darkness,
The flowers resort to their eternal rest
In darkness,
I seek eternal bliss
The stars shine their soothing, fascinating glow,
And Lo!
One of them is you!

 Naureen.

Thursday, September 21, 2006

Love

When you love someone, it's something. When someone loves you, it's another thing. When you love the person who loves you back, it's everything.

"If You are deeply loved by some one it will provide you strength and if you love some one deeply it will provide you courage."

Love is not about getting and giving , its about holding and feeling.

Love is not in your heart to stay,and Love is not Love till you give it away.

He who wants to do good, knocks at the gate; he who loves finds the gates open.

It's so easy to die for love,the real challenge is to live for it

Love is like standing in the wet cement.The longer you stay, the harder it is to leave.And you can never go without leaving your shoes behind.

If you love some thing...set it free.. if it come backs to you then its yours and only yours and if it doesn;t come back to you then it was never ment to me..
Hmm Its been a long time since i posted an update. LUMS is good ALHAMDULILAH. Am a sophomore now :) Ramazan seemed like fun in the freshman year here. so am looking forward to it. Like hostel life. Its a whole new experience. Gives u yr own space.

Am still thinking abt switching to boiled food for a while. Dun like the extra weight on me anymore. I mean i lose weight then i get lazy and chubby :) LOL. maybe a regular walk!! ANd man i love chocolates!! hehe but i CAN give them up for a while. Have interesting courses.

it was Saqib's b day on the 18th. My dad's bday on the 13th. I got a cake sent to my dad he was soo happy :) Me and other friends of Saqib gave him a surprise b day thing. I still remember that cake all over his face LOL!

As for my bday. it was on the 4th. :) it went goood. Got so many gifts yeha i am gift crazy!!!! My bday was fun !! I got this cute stuffed monkey that i can hang lol! and cute jewelry and awesome earings. Owe a few friends a treat. Ho well :)

have a class at 7:15, before that wana have tea, study and then go for a walk!! :)

hmm lets hope i carry on this blog posting :)

Monday, July 24, 2006

I just heard and saw a 9 year old boy scream.. he was lebenese. He was screaming in pain. Doctors say he will survive. I even saw his mom crying. Its so unfair, people suffering. Kids suffering like that. Theres a purpose to everything but man the people who do it must eb so inhumane. There needs to be more humanity in this world.

I am changing paths mentally .. for my career. I was so set on the corporate w0rld before but i cant do that while people are dying, suffering. Sure u can always donate money but i wanna do something. Help make the world a better place. I think i am gonna choose a career that would help me help people.. i wana reach out to them....

right now, i am reaching out to myself, helping myself decide and determine what i really wanna do. I wana lessen the suffering in the world.

May Allah help me do so, AAMEEN

No Ordinary Pain

I just heard and saw a 9 year old boy scream.. he was lebenese. He was screaming in pain. Doctors say he will survive. I even saw his mom crying. Its so unfair, people suffering. Kids suffering like that. Theres a purpose to everything but man the people who do it must eb so inhumane. There needs to be more humanity in this world.

I am changing paths mentally .. for my career. I was so set on the corporate w0rld before but i cant do that while people are dying, suffering. Sure u can always donate money but i wanna do something. Help make the world a better place. I think i am gonna choose a career that would help me help people.. i wana reach out to them....

right now, i am reaching out to myself, helping myself decide and determine what i really wanna do. I wana lessen the suffering in the world.

May Allah help me do so, AAMEEN

No Ordinary Pain

I just heard and saw a 9 year old boy scream.. he was lebenese. He was screaming in pain. Doctors say he will survive. I even saw his mom crying. Its so unfair, people suffering. Kids suffering like that. Theres a purpose to everything but man the people who do it must eb so inhumane. There needs to be more humanity in this world.

I am changing paths mentally .. for my career. I was so set on the corporate w0rld before but i cant do that while people are dying, suffering. Sure u can always donate money but i wanna do something. Help make the world a better place. I think i am gonna choose a career that would help me help people.. i wana reach out to them....

right now, i am reaching out to myself, helping myself decide and determine what i really wanna do. I wana lessen the suffering in the world.

May Allah help me do so, AAMEEN

No Ordinary Pain

I just heard and saw a 9 year old boy scream.. he was lebenese. He was screaming in pain. Doctors say he will survive. I even saw his mom crying. Its so unfair, people suffering. Kids suffering like that. Theres a purpose to everything but man the people who do it must eb so inhumane. There needs to be more humanity in this world.

I am changing paths mentally .. for my career. I was so set on the corporate w0rld before but i cant do that while people are dying, suffering. Sure u can always donate money but i wanna do something. Help make the world a better place. I think i am gonna choose a career that would help me help people.. i wana reach out to them....

right now, i am reaching out to myself, helping myself decide and determine what i really wanna do. I wana lessen the suffering in the world.

May Allah help me do so, AAMEEN

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

An Update

Life is good, ALHAMDULILAH :) Am bac in karachi. Its been a yr since i got into lums! ALHAMDULILAH !

Thursday, June 15, 2006

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"Poets are of two kinds: an intellectual with an acquired personality and an inspired one who was a self before his human training began. But the difference between intelligence and inspiration in poetry is like the difference between sharp fingernails that mangle the skin and ethereal lips that kiss and heal the body's sores."
Khalil Gibran