Sunday, August 24, 2008

I have learnt that Its better to finish a painful ending rather than let it linger

I have learnt that life is a package - if u want the good, u gota pay the cost - and the cost is not that bad a thing

I have learnt that things have a way of working out in the end

I have learnt that we are all cowards in our own might

I have learnt that its easier to judge than to understand our own self - yet understanding oneself if the greatest of all gifts

I have learnt that my friends are dear to me

I have learnt that love comes back, in all shapes and sizes.

I have learnt that God never leaves you alone

I have learnt that they can never really break u down

I have learnt that security in relationships lies in being complete with oneself - or rather, in nurturing yourself.

I have learnt that your body is a gift from God

I have learnt that God really DOES love you.

I have learnt that its ok not to be perfect.

I have learnt that the only person u shud compete with is your old version of self - and not to outrun it but to improve

I have learnt that love exists in the most extraordinary of places

I have learnt that fear should be heard, so should anger

I have learnt that u've got to give yourself to be complete

I have learnt that its hard to let people go sometimes

I have learnt that life has occassional brialliances of wonderfulness

I have learnt that life and people do forgive you, if u forgive urself :)


What have u learnt?

Tuesday, June 17, 2008


Yeah I know. I havent blogged for a long time! :)

Am taking this writing course which resparked something within. I want to write more. I want to write with an inspiration like never before ... I really do.

Keep looking!

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

Amazing song!!

Girl meets boy, girl goes crazy
Boy looks away, she gets her heart broken
No words are spoken
Boy comes back and acts
As if everything is cool
Soon she's got him back on a pedestal
She only sees what she wants to see
Love is blind, love is so misleading

I see the light, oh what a light
And I am sober
All that you served to me
No longer will I drink it in
I took the time to think it over
I see the you that I never knew
Now it's finally sinking in
I am sober
Girl wakes up and smells the coffee one day
Realizes she's on her own again
All alone again
Boy takes every opportunity
To play on every insecurity
Get her back on track
She's in a daze, back in the fire
But will she cave into her old desires

I see the light, oh what a light
And I am sober
All that you served to me
No longer will I drink it in
I took the time to think it over
I see the you that I never knew
Now it's finally sinking in

Jennifer Paige "Sober"

I love this song. check out its video on Utube.
And yeah, the singer is pretty too :0)

Tuesday, March 04, 2008


Let the beauty we love be what we do (Jalal-ud-Din Rumi)

BACK with a bang!

Yup I am back... for good. Man I adandoned this post abt a year back. i didnt abandon it, i just cudnt write anymore!!

ALHAMDULILAH now i can. :) so I have got loads of things to discuss.

For people who know me already, I got a feminist touch to me (if thats teh way to put it;)

I have an increased interest in gender studies now. And linguistic theory related to gender fascinates me too. I think i have a career in gender studies.
But who knows where I will be 5 years from now :)

Expect great things.... reach for the stars dont ever give up! :)

Saturday, September 15, 2007


I am wondering whether i really want this.

for days i wanted to revive my blog. i dunno if i want to erase this whole former blog of mine and move on to a new on. i think i am gonna keep it.

for those of u who r wondering whats up? I dont feel like blogging anymore. i dunt want ppl to come to close proximity to what i am thinking. thers so much thinking and wondering in this head i dun wana redo it....

i just dont feel the drive anymore.


Wednesday, March 14, 2007

I have been tagged!

Reza tagged me!!! I am supposed to tell u 5 weird things about myself!!

Number 1. : I talk to myself. When i am really excited or when i am really really hurting, i try to express my joy/sorrow to myself - alone, imagining how a person who cares about me would react. Someone who loves me.

Number 2 : I am scared of falling in love. Love can hurt - a lot.

Number 3: When i get attached, i really get attached. Everything (good) is a divine blessing in a friendship to me ( although i get attached to very few people).

Number 4: When i love someone, i really care for them. i cant help it. even if they blow me off, i choose not to hate them because i can love people unconditionally (to a certain extent)

Number 5: I wana end world poverty, misery and be a solace for humanity.

I tag.. Absar, Extinct and the one whos reading this post!!

Saturday, December 16, 2006

When yr heart is sinking and things stare back at u, what do u do?

Hold on.