Yeah things could be worse but this asthmas been hurting! Man I wish I could sleep peacefully in my room. But no, people wont grant me that solace. Certain assholes wont! :P

Whats Going On?

I dont know exactly whats going on. Maybe its a transition towards a better self. Thats the silver lining. But I feel so hurt its not even funny! I feel used. People can be so mean! I mean there can be people for whom u go out of yr way, at times they do the same but in the end, they come out as self centered as they really are. Beautiful snakes they are. They make u rely on their beauty, U think its a sign of their innocence but in the end.. in the end, they bite and they bite bad.

Sure things could have been worse but i feel

I dunno

I dunno so many things anymore. I dont even feel like talking to people. I feel hurt and betrayed. No matter who u r, people simply wont skip hurting u. They would exploit u more once they realize u r of the 'nicer' type. So nice to me, so mean! I mean, once u need something from me, u r so sweet! Once its all done i dont even exist for u. How mean can people be? If u dunt like me, DONT TALK TO ME. THATS MUCH BETTER THAN COMIN CLOSE TO ME, HURTING ME, TREATING ME AS IF I DUNT EXIST! and then USING ME AND MY THINGS AGAIN. I MEAN C'MON ITNA GIRA HUA? HOW CAN SOMEONE BE THAT LOW??

SUre i have had my good times but i had no idea i would hafta pay for them like that. Mean, indifferent, evil :p people!

What u r

"Man's main task in life is to give birth to himself, to become what he potentially is. The most important product of his effort is his own personality."

-Erich Fromm, Man for Himself