Which friend are u!

Naureen, you've got a little bit of Phoebe going on!

Um, ok! You're, like Phoebe. Ok, so you may not have Phoebe's, well, special intuition or, um, musical talent. But, like everyone's favorite beautiful-blond-psychic-masseuse, you never lie and your friends are the most important thing in your life. With an utterly free spirit like yours, some people see you as flaky. But creative, perceptive-as-heck, and eerily wise is more like it. You see the good in everyone, which could make your dating life a bit, well, uneven. But you always land on your feet with your humor, kindness, (and who-knows-what-from-beyond) as your guide.

SMILE!

there SMILEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE =o)

woohoo!

At times I am glad I am wrong. Thank U God!

this stupid cold

AAAAAAAAAAAAACHOOOOOOOOOO!
yeah bad allergy , was pretty dusty here yesterday! khair read this

"Tell them dear, that if eyes were made for seeing,
Then beauty is its own excuse for being:
Why thou wert there, O rival of the rose!
I never sought to ask, I never knew:
But, in my simple ignorance suppose
The selfsame power that brought me there brought you."

-Ralph Waldo Emerson, Rhodora, The
cool na!

My Goldfish!

When I get a goldfish... I am gonna name her 'Natural' and I might get another one and am gonna call her 'Bozo' or maybe 'Bonzi Buddy' !

THE SAT EXPERIENCE

Got over with my SATs ALHAMDULILAH. I think they went great :) I mean I had been waiting two yrs for that ! Yeah. It means so much to me, education that is. Education is soothing. I mean there r times in life when u look around yrself , broken and theres this opportunity to rebuild yrself. Thats why I call myself an architect... Yup it means a lot to me. Within the process I realized that there's better education to reach out to. Yeah, I remember this time in 12th grade... I was in the library.. I saw a foreign uni prospectus... a girl smiling, standing near her uni prob and I sighed with desire wishing I cud be that too. And then there was LUMS coming along. I REALLY wanna go! INSHALLAH I will. Yeah had i had an ok SAT 2 score n been in LUMS I wud have probably felt inferior. ALHAMDULILAH tahts not the case :) Yeah I did prove myself. In truth, I dunno how I did it! WHat I do remember is that I did it by believing in myself, by realizing I was worthy. I AM worthy. Progress heals certain wounds! Wounds that probably wont heal by themselves... nothing heals by itself, does it? Yeah there are times when u r utterly confused but realize that certain ppl come inyr life, causing certain things to happen... mysteriously makes u reach towards something better in order to move away from what hurts too much. But it is in these anamolies that one becomes a pearl. But I dun think I have to tolerate everything in order to be a pearl...I might as well be a baby pearl if thats happier n better in different aspects. Love heals, dosent it? I heard a physcatrist call love "Nature's healing process":)
"GOD GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE,
THE STRENGTH TO CHANGE THINGS THAT I CAN;
AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE!"=O)

"anD in the end life is always what we make it, always has been, always will be."

Khalil Gibran

The guy rocks!! Here's an extract from .. Sand and Foam

We are all prisoners but some of us are in cells with windows and some without.

http://www.kahlil.org/sand.html

Love

I am loved. I just realized a part of this polygonic wonder. Perhaps a side of it. No matter how much I complain what my parents r like I love being loved.... it's soo beautiful!!! It scares me to think that husbands and wives dun get along. But my mom n dad love me. That's wonderful. As far as the husband thing is concerned,(wife wont do it for me :p)I am just gonna wait n see. Why let observations define my future? Let it come. reminds me of what my teacher said once, "Zindagi ko aanay do." ( Let life come)
We'll see:)

Phew

Just saw 'A Cinderella Story' again! The movie gives me hope. Sam does go thru certain painful n not painful experiences that I can relate to... yeah gives me hope :) I really wanna go to college, get a good education. Can't wait to start studyin Add Math in a few days INSHALLAH. It makes me feel well myself:)
I know things will get better INSHALLAH.. at times like Sam says, " u just gotta stand up for yrself".

Life

I feel weird , kinda insecure. Life can be such a lonely battle sometimes. Especially if u r different. You can feel improvement around u and be thank ful too but at times the battle within hardens so many things. Phew. Yeah believing in my own self is hard but I WONT give it up, since my soul's well-being depends on it :)

You are worthy

Dear Diary,

I came across this today and found it absolutely interesting,

Do not undermine your worth by comparing yrself with others.
It is because we r different and that each of us is special.

Do not set your goals by what other people say is important.
Only you know what is best for u.

Do not take for granted the things that are closest to your heart.
Cling to them as you would for your life; for without them, life is meaningless.

DO NOT LET YOUR LIFE SLIP THROUGH YOUR FINGERS BY LIVING IN THE PAST OR FOR THE FUTURE.
BY LIVING YOUR LIFE ONE DAY AT A TIME, YOU LIVE ALL THE DAYS OF YOUR LIFE.

Do not give up when you still have something to give.
Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. It is a fragile thread that binds us to each other.

DO NOT!! be afraid to encounter risks.
It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave.

do NOT dismiss your dreams.
To be without dreams is to be without hope; to be without hope is to be without purpose.

Do not run through life so fast that you forget not only where you have been, but also where you are going.
Life is not a race, but a journey to be savoured each step on the way.

I HAVE LEARNT THATs

I have learnt that I need to be loved.

I have learnt that giving helps. It's soothing.

I have learnt that education helps-a lot!

I have learnt that we won't hafta change friends if we understand that friends change - and treat them accordingly

I HAVE LEARNT THAT PPL SOMETIMES CRY IN CONFUSED, INVISIBLE WAYS AS THEY CAN'T NAME THIER PAINS!

heyyy!

Just felt like sharing it. I think friends and family really adorn your life, they really really do!