THE SAT EXPERIENCE

Got over with my SATs ALHAMDULILAH. I think they went great :) I mean I had been waiting two yrs for that ! Yeah. It means so much to me, education that is. Education is soothing. I mean there r times in life when u look around yrself , broken and theres this opportunity to rebuild yrself. Thats why I call myself an architect... Yup it means a lot to me. Within the process I realized that there's better education to reach out to. Yeah, I remember this time in 12th grade... I was in the library.. I saw a foreign uni prospectus... a girl smiling, standing near her uni prob and I sighed with desire wishing I cud be that too. And then there was LUMS coming along. I REALLY wanna go! INSHALLAH I will. Yeah had i had an ok SAT 2 score n been in LUMS I wud have probably felt inferior. ALHAMDULILAH tahts not the case :) Yeah I did prove myself. In truth, I dunno how I did it! WHat I do remember is that I did it by believing in myself, by realizing I was worthy. I AM worthy. Progress heals certain wounds! Wounds that probably wont heal by themselves... nothing heals by itself, does it? Yeah there are times when u r utterly confused but realize that certain ppl come inyr life, causing certain things to happen... mysteriously makes u reach towards something better in order to move away from what hurts too much. But it is in these anamolies that one becomes a pearl. But I dun think I have to tolerate everything in order to be a pearl...I might as well be a baby pearl if thats happier n better in different aspects. Love heals, dosent it? I heard a physcatrist call love "Nature's healing process":)
"GOD GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE,
THE STRENGTH TO CHANGE THINGS THAT I CAN;
AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE!"=O)

"anD in the end life is always what we make it, always has been, always will be."